Destroyed beyond repair the house where I’m bound.
Getting restless and despaired, I buried hope deep in the ground.
Tamped down fucking meaning of life!
You rest in grave that shrouded in strife.
No, I am not dead, my blood and flesh serve me yet.
But you cannot find a trace of ember inside my being at.
Losing my way without a map
I wandered in circles and shouted: “crap!”.
No wonders here, no roads to escape.
Nobody can hear me and no one can help.
I’m feeling rot alive.
I still believe live flows within.
Light is fading, but sparks begin to fly!
I told myself to not to die forever
And find the strength to be reborn.
(To be reborn from the ashes)
I wish to see what is lost in me and gain peace of own soul.
Desperately I search for healing of cursed spirit with gaping hole.
And shades of gray that fading at night
Will regain all beauty and light.
I still believe live flows within.
Light is fading, but sparks begin to fly!
I told myself to not to die forever
And find the strength to be reborn.