Expecting

Expected, but never allowed.
It's dangerous to be infected
so close to the crowd,
respected, admired..
Pretending to smother
with nothing to lose
but the smile.

It's dangerous - the understanding,
the fully grown seed;
the revelation, inbreaking.

And while you are standing
both feet on your creed
you cannot be taken.

"The freedom is myth,
you were and you are
and you will..now..
show me your teeth.."

And they will, as i feel,
it's the voice from the depth:
"I'm accepted."
The death..
is expected.